I can sense You in everything
The way that You move me
Takes me far away
I seek no escape
I'm dreaming through Your eyes
I am wandering through Your mind
I'm overtaken by the way that You deliver me
There's no place I'd rather be
Than here in Heaven
Without You I'm incomplete
So on the rollercoaster of Me-n-Alan, last night was awesome. We talked a lot. Mostly about college plans, he's still really unsure of where he's going to go. He says he'll probably end up at GCC for a year or 2 before he does anything. I told him I was going to Southwestern Bible College and he thought that was great. I guess a lot of representatives from Southwestern have been calling him, wanting him for football. But people from Olivet Nazarene University call him practically everyday.
That's crazy, yo. ;)
Anyhow.. yeah, so last night when I was doing my devotions I did this big fat prayer, asking that God would show me what was supposed to happen between Alan and I, even if it was what I didn't want. And then I had a dream that Alan and I got married. Now, I'm not sure if that was God showing me or if I made myself have that dream cuz I wanted it.. But since I asked God to show me, and was then shown, I'm gonna have to trust God instead of myself (*gasp*) on this one.
In other news, whiny people drive me crazy. "My life is so sad and horrible poor me.." yeah, well then get off yer duff and do something about it.
(A moment of insensitive Christina. Whoops.)
You know what else I hate? People who expect you to be perfect because you're a Christian. Get over it people, I'm not perfect, I'm saved. I make just as many mistakes, if not many more, as regular people. And I also hate it when people blame my Christianity or slam it when I make mistakes. It wasn't God whispering in my ear telling me what to say next, those were my own choices.
And if you wanna cry about it, go for it.
Ok, I'm done now.